Not looking forward to B-day 😞

My husband and I started trying when I was 26. I’m turning 28 next week and we still haven’t had any luck. And I know that two years is nothing to many woman on this app. I know there are woman that have been trying for so much longer. I know that I’m still young.

I just can’t help but feel like time is of the essence, and I’m running out of it. With my bday quickly approaching, I’m reminded how I’m not getting any younger. How my husband will be turning 37 this year and it might become even harder down the line the older we get. I’m just so sad....

And maybe this is just a coping mechanism, but I’m beginning to contemplate the idea of just accepting my life as it is. And the reality that I may not ever be able to carry my husbands child. Am I terrible? My heart wants this baby so badly. But my mind is telling me that it may be time to throw in the towel soon because my heart cant keep taking the heartbreak month after month.

Here’s a pic of my husband and I just because....❤️