I just got home from work and just broke down. Idk I guess I've been playing it cool but my doctors appointment is tomorrow and they want to induce me on Monday and I've known this for like over a month yet it's like I'm just know hearing it for the first time idk I just am lying in bed crying and idk why.

My house isn't as clean as I'd like and haven't even gotten all his clothes put up but otherwise he has everything and there's nothing really wrong that cant be fixed. I know my mom and sister will come clean if I am kept tomorrow so what the heck is wrong with me? Why am I so saddened all of a sudden 😭😞🤦🏾‍♀️