Tears at least every other week

Finding that my relationship (long distance) is starting to get to me.

There are certain habits about my boyfriend that really frustrate me like being unorganized and forgetful.

I get that no one is perfect, but there was something that happened reccently that made me upset because it didn't seem like he was putting the effort in and was forgetful of something that meant a lot to me.

He of course felt bad when confronting him. But I really dislike how his apologies are just focused on saying sorry or him saying that he doesn't feel good enough or asking why I'm still with him and I'm not sure how to respond. I love him a lot and want to work through things with him, but I guess I just feel that his apologies could be better somehow.