Anxious..

Does anyone else feel like they can’t be excited for their new pregnancy? I feel as if the last2 miscarriages have sucked the joy out of this pregnancy 😔 I over analyse every symptom and take a test nearly every other day to make sure it’s still there! I always say if the baby comes not when.. I just can’t wait for that 8-9week ultrasound and to see a heartbeat hopefully I’ll stress less then!

Took a digital test today and I am only 4 weeks but the test came back as 3+ weeks since fertilisation so 5+ weeks pregnant! Hopefully that’s a good sign 🤞🌈🤞