So lately my boyfriend and I have been arguing all this week. I feel like we are drifting apart. He texted me a whole list of stuff that I don’t do in the relationship. Which I do but it’s not up to his standard from what I get from it. I wanted to talk in person to work things out when I texted me that list but he said it would be a waste of his time. So we talked on the phone instead because I really wanted to talk so we talked some. So now fast forward to the end of the week. He is acting distant. He doesn’t text me first anymore like he use too. I always text him first now. I believe if I don’t text him first I won’t hear from him at all. I’m trying to make it work but maybe it is not going anywhere. I texted him that we need to talk and he ignored me. I know he ignored me because he was on Instagram looking at my story and he uploaded a picture on Instagram. I texted him again then he put me on “do not disturb” on his phone. I know he did because when I puts his phone on “DND” my message doesn’t say delivered it looks like it hasn’t been delivered but it has. Before he texted me that list earlier this week I thought everything was going good and that was just last week and now this week we might break up.

I just prayed to God earlier this week. If this relationship is not meant to be close this door and if it is it’s on your hand to lead and guide us to work it out. But I guess this is his way of closing this door on our relationship.

Y’all just pray for me that I have the strength to let him go if we break up.. I really do love him and I want to keep trying but my heart is telling me that we might break up..