Dear London

I am so heartbroken that you are gone. My heart aches & I have a pit in my stomach every time I look at your pictures. I've never felt so attached or felt this much love for someone I never knew or met. You touched me in a way, I'll never forget. I'm heartbroken for your amazing Mama. She fought so hard for you. To keep you alive so you could get better, but everything was just working against you. You were getting better. Seeing you awake & smiling & playing with your rattle. Looking at your Mama with tears of joy in your eyes. We all thought you would make it, but then you developed another infection and just went downhill from there. It feels like you should still be here. Like a different treatment could have saved you. I was in utter shock when I heard you passed away. I wept and mourned as well. I felt your Mamas pain. Nothing is worse than losing a child. After everything you went through, you should have made it. I guess it just wasn't meant to be though and God called you home. You are so loved and missed. You were a 23 weaker who defeated so many odds. You were 16 months when you passed. You were so beautiful and I know you are in a better place but I wish you could've come home with your Mom healthy and with your family. Spent more time growing up. It doesn't seem fair. I love you little London❤Your Mama, brother & sister will see you again. May God help them through this horrible time.