I hate my hair

Not exactly "makeup" related but guys. My hair is a bit longer than shoulder length and it's so fucking poofy. I have no choice but to straighten every couple days because it looks like absolute hell. It also falls out by the handfuls and I shed like a fucking dog. My bed, blankets, clothes etc covered in hair. Every two seconds ive got hair stuck to my hand or something. I want to shave it all off. But then I'll probably hate myself more cause my hair is like my best feature 😭😭 fuck me