Best friends?? & TTC... what do I do?

So I’ve had these 2 “best friends”. We’ve been friends for 10 years never used to argue at all until this past December. On Christmas last year I found out I was 4 weeks pregnant and miscarrying. I decided to tell them about it because I need some love and support. And all I got was “well.. you don’t need a baby now anyway.” That turned into a really big fight. We got over it but they still say things like that.

I’ve been married for 6 months now... we own our house.. my husband just got promoted. We’re doing great. But every time I bring up wanting a baby they always siiiigh and say “oh my gosh.. stop thinking about babies. You don’t need one right now”. I don’t CARE!!! It’s my freaking choice! I want a baby! But all they say is “I don’t think you should have one now, but if you DO get pregnant, then I’ll support you.”

As my “Best friends” shouldn’t they support me no matter what? Whether they agree or not??

I’m a pretty quiet person so it’s hard for me stand up for myself although I’m getting better. I just don’t know what to do or say. Because I’m so sick of them treating me like I’m insane for wanting a baby!! I’ve wanted to be a mom since I was little! It’s always been my dream! What is wrong with that??? One sleeps around with multiple guys at a time.. I never say a thing. That’s HER decision. The other one drinks constantly now... Again, that’s her decision. This is MY decision. Why can’t they just be excited for me while I’m trying to get pregnant?? I’m tired of them ganging up on me.

They act like we’re still teenagers... I feel like I’m growing Apart from them. I don’t know what to do.