CD 1😭

What I wouldn't do to give this man a baby😭 AF decided to show a DAY Early! I felt her come on our way home from the store. I hurried into the bathroom! And yep, she showed😭 I felt like my whole heart broken into a million pieces! On to 6 months of trying!

I sat down on the couch with him and I told him. He looked at me with so much sadness in his eyes. He just hugs me really really tight! I was just so hurt that all I wanted to do was go to sleep 😭 when he touched me all I wanted to do was cry! Because why can't I have a baby.

This morning I wake up with horrible cramps, the worst I ever had! He comes up stairs and grabs the dogs to out them outside. I got down stairs and my whole house is clean, and my plants are hanging up 😍 He's like I updated your PlayStation so you can play games, I'm going to make you breakfast and we are going to chipotle later😭 I literally started crying 😭 This week is our only year wedding anniversary!

After everything that has happened this week, my new car ( haven't had it two weeks) had a transmission fluid leak and it is in the shop until Monday! I totally spaced Getting him an anniversary gift and it make me cry even more! He just tells me that it is okay and I am the best gift that he ever had!

I am forever thankful for this man❤️