Somedays worse than others

Maybe it’s just because we’re getting further along. But is it just me? Somedays I’m over the top emotional and HATE being pregnant. Don’t get me wrong I can’t wait to meet my second little girl but this pregnancy is nothing like my first and their both girls! My first was so easy and I was happy! No emotional rollercoaster, no heartburn, no feeling like I can’t control my own body. This one is so opposite and I just feel fat and gross yet I’ve gained less than I did with my first! I sit here riding along watching my SO play golf (like we’ve always done and enjoyed) and I HATE it! I hate watching them all drink and have fun. I hate being hot and uncomfortable. I hate the golf cart. I just wanna go home and cry. I’m a mess 😭