As soon as I miscarried, it started back again

He wants to believe he had nothing to do with me losing this baby a month ago. But deep down in my heart I know that it was his emotional abuse and stress. Now tonight, he came to me and woke me up out of my sleep, drunk, telling me I needed to get rid of pictures on my ex page on Facebook. as if I have control over someone else's Facebook page. I told him to leave me alone, and let me sleep and he came hit me on my back to wake me up to make sure I heard him. Now I'm sitting here with a knot on my arm. I'm so angry with myself