Pregnancy

So just found out I’m 2 months pregnant, unfortunately I can’t keep the baby because of personal reasons.. the fathers been super understanding about my decision but it doesn’t make it any easier. Symptoms are becoming more apparent like overly emotional, cramps, bloating, food cravings and food aversions.. this has all been an emotional rollercoaster and the people around me are all pressuring me to give the child up because it’s the logical thing to do, I’m a full time student in college, still live at home, my job isn’t stable, my life would change dramatically. I feel like I just need to vent and see if other people have gone through this and what did they do to overcome these overwhelming feelings. I find myself crying at night because of course I want a child, but now isn’t the right time. Any words of advice?