I don't want to try anymore. I don't want to spend any more money or go for more tests for something that might not even happen.

I didn't even want kids initially, neither of us did. But his mind changed, so I changed mine for him.

10 years on birth control for nothing. Almost two years TTC and nothing. No faint lines, no problems that the doctor can pick up. We could rather spend this money fixing the house or going on holiday.

Maybe it's just because AF started today, another failed month, but I'm rethinking even having kids.