Emotional wreck

I am an emotional wreck right now. I stopped taking my anxiety meds when I found out I was pregnant, as advised by my obgyn. I’ve recently moved in with my in-laws bc my husband is leaving for basic training in a week. I feel like every little thing makes me extremely overwhelmed and I catch myself crying & feeling really down throughout the day and nothing makes me feel better. I just feel like i don’t know what to do with myself 😭😭 I feel like I’m not cherishing our time together until he leaves because I’m just too sad to do anything ..