Send me all of the baby dust 🙏🏼

My fiancé & I have been trying to conceive for well over a year now and lately I have been at my lowest, anything and everything has been making me extraordinarily sad. Also, not to mention every time I have gone on social media in the past week/my local grocery stores (not exaggerating) I have seen 4 pregnancy announcements/people with babies that have never even had the desire to care to have children. I just keep asking WHY...why is god doing this to me, what have I done to deserve this. It just feels like left & right I keep getting hit in the face with disappointment, sadness, confusion, anger. Being a mom is the only thing in life I have known that was destined for me and it feels like it’s never going to come true. I hope god hears all my prayers and sees all my tears because this is not something I would wish anyone to feel.