I feel like I’m going crazy

So I miscarried my daughter last September halfway through the pregnancy. My husband and I have been ttc, and this month is our 6th month of ttc. A few things that occurred in 1 week... I had a fortune cookie, picture posted below. No one knows we’re ttc. Few days later... my youngest who is 5 years old is also speech delayed. He signed to me “baby” and pointed at my stomach. Few days later I had a nightmare. Both my husband and I was approaching our baby laying on the ground. I picked him up, but he was lifeless. I looked at my husband and said “what the fuck?!! He’s dead!!!” I started screaming “he’s dead!! He’s fucking dead!!!” Over and over again. My tww is halfway over. I just feel like with all of those within a week... I’m going crazy.