Need to vent.

So I at my boyfriend house recently I was wanting to have sex at the beginning but then things were getting hot an heavy and my sickness kicked in, got super nervous and I pushed him away and I was like scared or something. I love him but I don’t think he understands that right now if I don’t wanna do anything not to take it personal or if he needs to talk to me or what. We are both getting used to my belly getting in the way et.

Also my bfs mom is way to attached to baby already. I don’t know how to tell her to back off a bit...ugh so frustrated