So discouraged

I’ve been praying everyday for this to be the month i finally conceive baby #2. Finally i didn’t have any usual PMS symptoms, like clockwork i usually have extremely sore boobs for the week prior. I’ve been symptom spotting like crazy, even though i know better. Today is cycle day 36, with usual cycles of 32-33 days. I finally took a test today with FMU and it was a big fat negative. Now I’m worried my period is gonna skip this month, since i have no symptoms. Anyone have any words of advice or wisdom???