Struggling and needing some sanity!

Hey everyone..

I need a little rant, in private, figured this'll be the best place.. 😔🤦‍♀️

I'm struggling so much.. we have been through 3 years of ttc and no luck at all.. what are we doing wrong?? Every month I have the right symptoms, I get my hope's up and I say to my husband 'this is our month'.. but it never is. I feel so broken. We have a child together so I know we can have children. I take vitamins, I stopped smoking and drinking, I changed my diet to a healthier one, my husband barely drinks although he does smoke. I take opk's to see when I'm ovulating. I'm at a loss and it's getting me so down 😭😔🤯