So this is the first time ever posting on here even though I’ve been on this app for so long!

So I’m 19 and I got told that getting pregnant would be difficult for me because it runs in the family, but in November 2018 I found out that I was pregnant and I was mixed emotions but I definitely knew that I wanted to keep the baby, it was inevitable I just could never ever end something like that, and so I carried on with the pregnancy, everything seemed to be ok until my 12 week scan, my heart was crushed when I laid on that bed and the ultrasound tech said I’m so so sorry I just knew, my baby lost their fight at 7 weeks 4 days, they sent me home with a missed miscarriage and waited for it to pass naturally, which it did on the 5th February this year, i actually found out when I was miscarrying that it was twins which broke my heart even more💔

You are probably all thinking oh shes just 19 surely she can’t know what she wants at that age, but I do and I’ve never been more sure on anything in my life, I’m ready to try for another baby, I’m not sure why I’m posting this I guess I just need to get it off my chest, thank you for taking the time to read it❤️

I wish everyone baby dust because I know how much you all want it❤️😘