Disappointed in my gender 😤😩

I know I shouldn’t be disappointed because it’s a blessing to have a baby in to become a mom and my journey haven’t been easy but man oh man I was hoping this could be my last baby but part of me keep saying try again and again in I must say I don’t wanna get stuck with all boys either I’m just a little crush to be having my 3rd boy I just needed somewhere to vent and not feel judge because I feel like a bad mom for thinking in feeling this way and I’m sorry if my post upset anyone I just wasn’t sure where to post this 💔😩 I just wonder if my pcos has anything to do with it since every now and then I get facial hair which is like a male hormone 😩