Depression

So, on April, 29th this year.. will be the 5 year mark that my mother has passed away. I always get super gloomy, and depressed in the beginning of April. And to top it off my boyfriend landed up in jail so he won’t even be here to hold me through the day. He’s my rock on that day. He’s in there for a fight that broke out at a friends house. But anyways, since I’ve had a lot of depressing days from work, to home, and being depended on by my 3 y/o. I actually went out and chopped my hair off. I’ve been getting so many compliments and feel really good about myself. I’m just hoping this month flies by already. Want to feel like myself again.