Ok so my boyfriend (we’re going on four months in a few days) has asked me before when I’m gonna give him a blowjob. I had told him I had never done it and I also told him it doesn’t sound like something I’d enjoy doing.

Naturally he brushed it aside but I have this feeling he’s gonna keep asking and keep getting disappointed. He’s my first real boyfriend I’ve been physical with (hard makeout sessions, fingering, HJs) but just the idea of his penis in my mouth grosses me out.

My friends who had done told me after the first time it’s a breeze but I just don’t think I could handle it.

I’m worried this is going to cause an issue later down the road.. any advice?