Just a big ball of nerves

I have my next scan on Friday and I’ll be 12 weeks and 6 days. I am so freaking nervous. I had blood tests last week and everything was looking good. This is my second pregnancy. First one ended in miscarriage. The baby’s heartbeat stopped at 10 weeks and 6 days but I didn’t find out until my 12 week scan. I had absolutely no idea and no symptoms, which is why I have so much anxiety about this next scan.

This pregnancy has been heaps different, aside from a few complications at the start, I’ve had so many symptoms. I’m constantly exhausted, I feel sick the majority of the day, and my boobs are so sore. So I do feel reassured by that.

I’m just really trying to stay positive and distracted! I just need to vent sometimes!!