baby fever

I want to be a mum so badly. I love children, I always have. As a child this same feeling was instead me begging my parents for a sibling. Maybe it’s because I’m the baby of the family, because I was forced to grow up quickly as a child, or because I wanted to be like my sisters (who were much older than I was).

I’m almost 20, in a stable relationship, and I have a lot of experience with children (through babysitting, work, and family) as well as a lot of patience and the belief that I would be a good mum. But this is not a good time for a baby, mostly because my boyfriend does not want a baby at the moment (obviously lol we are both young and in uni) but also because I am not financially ready for a baby, nor is it a good time in my life (as I am in uni and only working part time).

I’m not sure what to do. I can’t have a baby now, as you can tell lol, so I’m not sure if there’s anything I can do.