I swear I'm going to lose my mind any day now.

I'm almost 34 weeks and I feel like I cant sit down. My husband's buddy is currently living with us which I dont particularly mind since I like him, hes a good guy, but when my husband isn't home it's a little awkward and I feel confined to my own bedroom.

There is currently mandatory construction happening on our back fence and patio so there is super loud noise from like 6am to 6pm every day as they tear up concrete and the former fence.

My dog has been acting out recently, even though I walk him he has been nuts wanting to go in the backyard. He is about 6 months old and while he is potty trained, today after a walk he randomly pissed on my bed once we got home. Which shocked me since he has never done that and he has been very good at going potty outside.

I've been having random contractions and super intense lightning, which is a real pain in the butt since I'm still trying to put together the nursery but I feel like my vagina is about to fall out. I'm very tired of being pregnant that's for sure. (I'm not trying to rush him, I'm just exhausted lol)

My sisters are mad at me currently and we are all barely talking since I found out the gender instead of having a gender reveal, which granted we originally had planned a gender reveal but it just didnt work out that way. So they have barely been talking to me which sucks since they are the only family I have left (my mother and father died last year) besides my husband.

I feel like I'm going to go crazy with all of this, my husband busts his ass at work and I stay at home (per his request) while pregnant. So I am doing most of the nursery, while trying to watch our pup who has recently turned devil. I feel like I already dont have time for myself and our baby isn't even born yet, so that's making me even more nervous for when he does arrive.

I'm just venting I guess but damn, no one warned me about adulthood. Lol, who decided i could do this, cause i didnt approve! 😭😂