Broken heart

After 11 weeks of special diets, rash, screams, and being scared of anything I ate I had to give in to a prescribed formula. I’m truly devastated and will miss breastfeeding my son. He has a cows milk protein allergy and then worse rash and swollen face for weeks at a time he’ll scream after eating for hours. I finally had to say ok I can’t be scared to eat anymore ☹️💔