Diagnosed today 4/24

So I got diagnosed with herpes (I’m not sure which one because after she said it, I went into shock) HPV, and abnormal cervix cells today. I am distraught and I don’t really know what to do. I went to planned parenthood for std testing and they gave me a pap because I couldn’t remember when my last one was. They called me today with all of that. I’m so upset and the only thing I can think about was who gave it to me? And when did I get it because I had my daughter at 27 weeks so did that std cause an early birth?? I’m really beating myself up.

How do you get through? I just want to die.