how do I find love?

hi, I'm 15 and everybody is cuffed. while this may seem stupid, i also go to a school with less than 150 students. to make matters much worse, I'm a lesbian. I cant win. I'm a huge science nerd and love to learn and get into new things, but I think my main proble. is I'm too ugly.

those two pictures are the most recent ones I have of myself. I've struggled with depression and anxiety, and have finally begun to kinda love myself (after 200mg of sertraline, lmao). still, I'm the ugly one in the friend group and no matter if I try or not, nobody seems to like me.