Want my husband back!

Hey guys so my husband is currently gone (didn't leave me he's just in the military on patrol). We started trying before he left A while ago and I'm just so ready for him to be home. I'm starting to get really anxious because I'm excited to start a family with him but the time isnt moving fast enough for him to come home. I'm still tracking everything, I'm just ready to have that connection back. I'm so ready for June it's crazy. Any ideas of helping me keep busy until then would be great?! Because now the more I think about it all, the more anxious, excited and freaked out I get. Is that bad?! Is it bad I want him home already as well?