Confused..?

I’ve come out as gay 6 years ago.

I’ve never had an interest in being with a guy romantically or sexually until now.

I’ve always been repelled by men so I’m confused as to why I have these feelings towards this man.

I got out of a 2 year relationship 5 months ago so I feel like I’m just lonely and desperate but I actually like this guy.

We’ve had sex and I enjoyed it and I enjoy being around him.

Is it just this guy I like or am I hiding more behind it..?