I cancelled my shower!

I’ve been crying for probably the past hour and ugly crying. I got to stressed over every trying to plan my shower and trying to accommodate everyone. I’m heart broken because this is suppose to be an exciting time for me and all it has been is heartache and stress. But I had to walk away I was just so stressed and couldn’t do it anymore. I know my family is mad but honestly they will get over it. I need to do what’s best for me and my child. Tear still coming down because I just feel so horrible but I just have to breath and focus on my baby.