Preparing For The Worst - graphic image

I'm 6w6d and I started the night before last. Went to the doctor. They squeezed me in to talk to a midwife but I got no examination. I got no reassurance. They basically took some blood and said "well it can either be really bad or nothing. We can't tell you which. Good luck." They didn't do an ultrasound or a scan or anything like that. This picture is the worst spotting I've had since it started. I have absolutely no cramping or pain. Nothing in my underwear. The doctor won't see me until my first real examination on May 6th so between now and then I just have to wait patiently and freak out quietly. If someone could PLEASE reassure me just a little, I'd be eternally grateful bc at this point I'm basically numbing myself, preparing for the worst and my husband feels helpless and we're both just one huge wreck.