Uncomfortable but not ready

Kaleigh

Ive been in several sexual relationships with girls and ive felt completely comfortable with, now I'm back with my boyfriend and he's a sweet guy and loves me but im not a very sexual person as of late amd whenever he calls me sexy, which is quite often, im not entirely comfortable with it and he's an overly sexual person and when hes losing in video games he hits himself amd that worries me. I told him before how I felt when he does that, Idk how to tell him how i feel about being sexual or what I should do, I love him but idk if I'm in love with him. We've broken up multiple times because he's moved or I wanted to explore more of my lesbian side. If anyone has some advice id love to hear it.