I’m a failure

I honestly feel like a failure and I’m sure everyone that reads this will agree. I’m 18 (almost 19) and I graduated from high school in May of 2018. I got a seasonal job in November and quit in December right before Christmas because I just couldn’t handle it anymore. I had to socialize the entire time I was there but I have anxiety so to me, socializing is super hard. (It wasn’t even a full time job, which makes the situation even worse) As of right now, I still don’t have another job. I’ve applied to many places, eventho it’s way out of my comfort zone since I will have to socialize, but I haven’t had any of them call back. Every time I see my aunt, she asks if I’ve gotten a job yet and it makes me feel horrible because they don’t know how I feel. Also, I can’t drive. My anxiety affects that too. As soon as I sit in the drivers seat, I start panicking. I forget everything when I push the gas pedal which is super terrifying because it’s dangerous. With that being said, I depend on my mom or my boyfriend to get me places, so I can’t choose a job too far away and there’s nothing close by. That makes job searching even harder for me! At this point I just don’t know what to do.