The waiting game

My husband and I took a 3 month break from TTC. This month I took clomid again, the 4th round. We timed everything perfectly with a positive opk. I don’t get my hopes anymore bc af has always come but she hasn’t yet. 2 days late, hardly ever late. No feelings of PMS. Very mild cramping, basically pain free and short. More like a twinge. No headache, that’s my tell tell sign that af is coming. So far negative tests. I’m at 13 dpo. I don’t want to get my hopes up, but at the same time I want to be excited. I couldn’t sleep last night so I ordered the announcement I’ll use to tell my husband, whenever baby does happen. We have prayed for this and I know it’s on Gods timing and I’m trying to let go and let God. Let him carry this nervousness and dread of being crushed.