Just venting

I hate my husband so much sometimes. My 18month old breaks a lamp and he goes screaming and cussing at 11pm! I'm so tired of him being miserable. My baby makes messes like a hurricane and I'm constantly picking up. That's what 18months old do!!! We are suppose to be renewing our vows may 11 me wearing a wedding dress veil etc we've been married 5years together 6years before we had our son I kept our house spotless..... And I still try too but it just isn't working out that way right now! He is into everything within seconds. Things are replaceable people are not!!! Jesus help me!!!!