Body playing tricks on me

Currently on cycle day 39 and I'm sure I'm not pregnant, but I think my desire to be is making my body play tricks on me.

Didn't ovulate til CD 24 so I knew I'd start later than I was estimated to (1wk ago). I have been having sore breasts, dizziness, and very little spotting the passed 2 days. I've taken 2 pregnancy tests (last Friday and the beginning of this week) both were negative.

I wish I'd just start already so we can get back to TTC. I hate that my cycles are soooo long because then we have to wait longer each friggin month to try to get pregnant!