Anxiety medications for panic disorder?

Madi • 25. Pastry chef

I️ have panic disorder, to the point where I️ feel as if I’m having a heart attack and going to faint almost twice a day. I️ have been prescribed for anxiety: Buspar, Xanax, Hydroxyzine, and Propranolol. All on separate occasions of course, and none of them work. Buspar made me feel high and couldn’t function. Xanax took away my anxiety but when I️ didn’t take it because I️ didn’t need it at the time, it made me feel suicidal. Hydroxyzine had no bad side effects but I’m still having panic attacks so it’s kind of pointless. And propranolol made my blood pressure too low so I️ almost passed out every time I️ stood up. Anyone who has anything similar to what I’m experiencing, what has worked for you? I️ do yoga twice a week, write in a journal and am currently trying to get into a good therapist. But it isn’t enough, I️ have to have a medication so that I️ can actually leave the house without feeling like I️ am going to die from panic attacks.