Finally Excited!

Yesterday, I went and leaned back onto the bed. It was a struggle and while I was doing it, I watched my bump. It was so weird, it was like my bump disappeared on both sides just to have this little lump in the middle.

Of course, it freaked me out at first and I sat right back up😂 then I realized it was basically the outline of my little girl! I felt like I finally got to see her a little bit💕

Tried to recreate it to take a photo but it didn’t work out:(

I’ve been struggling mentally this pregnancy. Life changes are hard for me to handle and I disassociate and get depressed. I’ve spent the last 8 months trying to force myself to be excited because I knew I wanted to be, I just couldn’t feel it.

Well, now I finally do! I’m so excited to be a mom and have a little girl! I woke up this morning thinking about having her laying on the bopy pillow thing I got. I can’t wait!