Miscarriage anniversary 😭💔

With Mother’s Day coming up and seeing all these proud mommy posts and tell

Me all about your first born; I’m going through some mixed emotions. I never announced publicly about my miscarriage, we only told family...I wanna tell

Everyone publicly what happened. Does it matter that it has been almost 2 years?? I feel that my baby’s life didn’t matter unless I make it known to everyone that this baby did exist and it did matter. He/she meant the world to me. It was my first baby and we’ve been trying for our 🌈 but nothing is happening. I know to stop trying and it will happen but it’s easier said than done. In the back of my head I’m always stressing about it. I just wish I could still have my baby😭😭