Not sure how I went from being excited the last few weeks to waking up today and being completely miserable. I keep thinking about how this baby will change our lives (our first) and if we are really ready for that. I’m married and we are both happy in our marriage but this pregnancy was not really planned. I keep thinking how my lifestyle will change, how much more $$ is going to be needed to raise a child and if we are in a good position for that. I know we can ‘make it work’ but I’m worried about living paycheck to paycheck and stressing over finances. I don’t want to be a stay at home mom and I’ve heard the cost of daycare is astronomical so I feel like I’d be working to pay for daycare. My thoughts are all over the place right now and I’m hoping my mind will change but has anyone else felt the same way? I just want my life to go back to the way it was before I got pregnant 😔