Friend help

Hello, so I'm in a dilemma I suppose. I have this friend I made in high school and we got really close when we got into college. We would talk all day every day but then last year we got an apartment together and I knew she was cheating on her bf and broke it off on my bday and not even a month after we got an apartment together. On my end I was just starting to get out of a fallout with my parents, still getting over a terrible breakup with my ex boyfriend. Well when we moved in with each other it's like we instantly lost our friendship. I got a new boyfriend 2 months after moving in together and every so often I would get upset and cry to my bf saying I wish I had friends, I miss my friends I miss roommate I wish we were friends like we used to. She turned into a whore and snuck strange men into our apartment, she never cleaned and I had to do everything, never told me when she was going to be out of town for a few days which by that time I was joyous of because then I wouldn't have to be stressed out all the time wondering if strange men were at my apartment. Moving on... in September, it will be a year since I moved out and bought a house with my bf. A month or two ago I got so upset I messaged her on Facebook (because I deleted her number because she kept begging for money over our last Bill at the apartment which I didnt think was fair because I didnt hound her about her half of the internet bill. I eventually paid her to shut her the fuck up) anyway I messaged her saying I miss her and I miss talking every day and being close friends. She messaged back saying miss you too. Then I asked if she wanted to hang out and she said sure, how about Marshall's shopping Monday at 8. I said I'm down. The day before we were supposed to meet up she messaged me saying she forgot it was batchelor night and she always watches it with her friend. I dont think I said anything and we havent spoken since.

Also its been about 2 years now I had another close friend I talk about her all the time and I was close with her too well, we havent talked in a while I messaged her about my breakup with my ex and she said if you ever want to talk just let me know, I'm here for you. So I tried calling and texting several times and nothing. Few months later I deleted her off Facebook because it pissed me off she did that and also there was drama about her other friends younger brother. We banged and he wanted to keep it a secret then he told everyone and got mad at me because my friend already knew because she was the one who convinced me to do it.

ANYWAY now I'm 26 and I every once in a while get kind depressed and in a funk because I feel I have no friends and I take it out on my bf because I text and text him and it's always while hes at work which I understand but when he gets home I talk to him and he just wants to relax which I also get but I get upset and frustrated because I got a lot of energy and I want to talk but no one to listen and I know if I just have a close friend it would be hell of a lot better. I feel alone alot but I'm satisfied in my relationship with my boyfriend, it's not his fault I feel friendless.

I know I'm not friendless usually people and I dont talk I dont consider them a friend. But I have two high school friends and we dont talk to much but I know we are all still really good friends. I got that old roommate high school friend but idk if we are friends, she just wants to hoe around and I'm not like that. I want to be friends like old times but idk if she wants to be friends even though she said she missed me back too. The other girl we didnt leave on bad terms even though she pissed me off about never responding back about my breakup.

I'm here asking you ladies, do you think we are still friends, should I give up on them even though I want to be friends with them again? Has it been too long that they moved on? I feel lonely and I'm terrible at making friends. I'm 26 and I dont work a job where I have age appropriate people I can just buddy up with, I work alone, and I don't get out and party so i literally just go to work and come home. I miss going out and hanging with friends. It sucks making new friends and we dont hang out with any of my boyfriends friends enough to make any close friends except I guess I consider 2 of my boyfriends friends girlfriends my friends but we don't talk unless we are together and even then it's just kinda being friendly and polite.

Do yo think I should try again or just move on? Do you thing we are friends that just dont talk regularly??? Like my two friends that I know we are friends but dont talk alot? Please help.