I need help please

I think it’s the way I masturbate, but I don’t cum when my boyfriend and I have sex. He’s done everything to help me.

But I think I don’t masturbate like normal people I guess I kinda cross my legs and tighten them and then I put my hand in between them right between my clit and my vagina.

I want him to make me cum so so bad! I just don’t know what to do to change it.

It’s not just from Penetration he has eaten me out played with my clit everything I think it’s the way I’ve trained myself. Has anyone experienced this?

I get so mad and he feels bad and I just want it to change so we can start feeling good together. Is there anyway I can make this change faster? Or easier?