Faith is the hardest to have

After so much...I really hope this is my month. So much heart ache and pain. A miscarriage, a diagnosis of endometriosis, an excruciatingly painful grapefruit sized cyst on my ovary, a hard surgery, am even harder recovery. I’m just crossing my fingers that this month, could be the month.

We stopped trying for months because the pressure was just too much. But this month, could be the month. Used preseed and menstrual discs right after BD to hold the semen against my cervix.

I really need the good vibes. Because hope is all but lost