I just want the damn date!

Frustrated... We were expecting to have our cesarean date scheduled today but the doctor forgot to check in about her OR time for June. So, now we wait another two weeks to have a definite date.

Also, baby is measuring 2 weeks ahead, as per our last scan, so she wants us to go for weekly ultrasounds. However, this whole damn city is booked right up! The earliest I can can in for my next scan isn't until the 23rd of this month. That puts us at a month between scans. I called to be put on a cancellation list and the receptionist was a big biotch. I swear, everyone is having a baby right now lol the office was packed and she was almost an hour behind seeing us.

I was hoping to have the date today so that I can have the next month to work through my anxiety of having surgery again. Having 2 weeks or less doesn't feel like enough time for me to let it all sink in (I'm a spaz).

Ugh. I just want everything laid out in front of me and planned. I have type A personality. It's very difficult having everything up in the air!