I am so done with doctors!!

Yesterday I went to the doctor for the third time to try and get help with conceiving after being diagnosed with PCOS. I got a 45 minute lecture about how overweight I am, and that I am going to kill myself. And that he will not help me in getting pregnant until I loose 50 pounds in 6 weeks. I was so hurt I just wanted to bawl. I am at the end of my rope with this. I am ready to give up. Is there even a doctor that will help me while I am overweight because honestly I never see myself being a normal weight... 😓