Baby Health with Grieving Mama

My uncle, who's like a father to me, is at home with "Comfort Care" dying of colon cancer and liver failure. This man is the the sweetest most humble man on earth, and watching him become a skeleton of his former self is killing my soul. I can't help but feel like my heart is being ripped out through my guts when I see him losing another piece of life and stepping closer to the end. I know it will be okay and that we lose our loved ones daily. The memories of their joy will become them.

I worry because for 8 years we've tried to conceive another child and here I am almost 3 months pregnant. I deep cry, not often, but the kind that is silent and brings you to the ground. My heart is absolutely breaking and crying seems to help me. But is this harmful to my baby? I'm not depressed and it's not a survivor's guilt... I am overjoyed to welcome our precious bundle. I don't want to do anything that could possible harm this baby, so how do I grieve in a healthy way?

If you're the praying type the family name is Masonia, we welcome your prayers & good vibes!

Much love to this community!

- Tiffany