I have no clue why, but I’m just sad today. Feeling kind of distant and unmotivated. I’m not depressed, I don’t want to sleep all day, but I do just want to hide away in bed and try again tomorrow.

I ended up eating too much so, now I feel sad and gross. My fiancé wants me to get ready and go to the store to pick up dinner. Really, he wants me to get moving and get out of the house so I feel better. I really, really don’t want to do that.

I also don’t want to disappoint him and have him come home to me laying in bed sad for no reason.

Just needed to vent or something. I don’t know. Wishing I felt better, hopefully tomorrow I will!