I literally hate everything at this moment in time. I really want to do cross country next year, but I suck, and the first meet is in the middle of a vacation I really want to go on... I really just want to like, not do anything. On top of that, I literally can’t talk to my mom about any of this because she’s just so rude, and I really want to do a sport, and cross country would be great, but again, I suck. I’m not looking for compliments or anything, and I know I can do it if I really try, but I just don’t have it in me. I’m just so tired all the time, I wish some kind of adult can realize that! Man, ok, well, goodnight.